I Hear Your Silence Loud and CLear

i know i havent been on this for a long time but...

2008-10-22T00:40:43Z

if anyone still gets on this thing who for whatever reason would hypotheticly speaking, drive me somewhere and wait 4 hours for me and take me home if it was important, um well you should tell me so. i doubt anyone still would since im so horrible at keeping in touch, but if youre still out there, let me know.

oo oo baby

2007-12-29T21:17:29Z

its to the best of my knowledge i guess that im fresh.

O.O

so very...

2007-11-27T04:41:53Z

happpyy!

ahh!
feels like we just started dating all over again.
soo many butterflies...

love this/him.

ive been eating like crazzzzy too which is good. except i now look pregnant all the time.

I FOUND SOY WHIP CREAM THAT COMES IN A SPRAY CAN AND IS AMAZING.
im gonna have fun with this.
lol

heh

2007-11-26T01:50:27Z

everythings been really up and down lately
i think in general ive been happier
but pretty moody.

10 months ended up going really well.
he loves me. :]
so thats always a plus.
hah

I still have really bad dreams about it though. and some things still make me question it.
but he doesnt lie. and thus we're happy.

im very comfy right now. i never want to change out of these clothes. which sounds a little gross but they make me even happier.
oh and i made a mix cd that i put in my car and it makes me feel great too.

ive learned to never get in a crazy string fight with my best friends strong insane 23 yr old brother.
especially if your hair is down to your crack.
it took me an hour to get it all out.
fun tho.
lol

taco321 @ 2007-10-30T16:25:00

2007-10-30T20:26:03Z

i cant tell anymore.
just gotta roll with the punches
...i think thats the saying...
um.
fall ball. heh.

WHOOHOOO!

2007-10-27T03:16:26Z

ahahahahaha
yayayayayayayay
im in a good mood.
:D
2 minutes at taco bell make a big difference.

we're not wayyy back up there again, but i feel it coming :]]]]

haha justin shaved his head and i dyed my hair black.
coooooool.

taco321 @ 2007-10-26T13:28:00

2007-10-26T17:30:03Z

i wish i was as happy as i was last post

i just feel like if im not around justin i want to be sleeping.
as in, if im not with him i want to be knocked unconcious.

it hurts man. it hurts more than anything.

feels good

2007-10-23T22:46:54Z

sunday was pretty great.
especially tremont.
not only was circa survive and dear and the headlights amazing, but
its been so long since either of us felt like that
it was so amazing
:]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

oh, and
beach volleyball is soooo much fun.

Let try this one more time!

2007-10-09T01:53:32Z

its gonna be ok

2007-10-07T13:17:32Z

this weekends going by so slow
i hate it

I was right. 8,13

2007-10-05T14:03:36Z

i wish he still loved me.

its been a while...

2007-09-18T23:42:47Z

things havent been horrible
since i got my license ive eaten at qdoba everyday.
my car batterie died today at school. i had to wait 1 1/2 hours alone in the sun for AAA to come. justin was 10 minutes away but was with his friends so couldnt possibly come wait with me.

thursdays supposed to be me and justin's 8 monther. but that might be it. i dont think he cares about me anymore.

school's easy as shit.

as shit.

volleyball is um. interesting.

im not happy anymore.

i lied

2007-08-14T16:06:27Z

we were apart for a week when i went to nebraska.

just got back from asheville

2007-08-11T15:12:20Z

i shoulda been raised there.

on monday i think...or is it sunday.... im going to cpcc to register, thenn im registering to take english 3 with justin. and then spanish.
w00t.

so just for the sake of auditioning...... ok maybe because i reallllly wanna get in.... im auditioning for NCSA for my senior year.

hmm so on monday justins leaveing me for a week. thats gonna be the longest weve gone without seeing eachother. itll be weird. i see that kid every day. i need to actually stay in touch with friends and make new ones. seriously. this week should be good for me really.

argh hargh.

so i guess im gonna try to get my license again.
heh

oh yeah so projekt revolution was amazing. really it was.

OH! and guess who got to see the wailers in ashville?!?!

taco321 @ 2007-07-21T13:04:00

2007-07-21T17:05:41Z

its been a while
Nebraska was awesome
winthrop was awesome
brice's was aweseom
warped tour is gonna be awesome.
so yesterday was 6months.
and today is his bday
yay.
turns out tuesday im going to WV for a couple days and then ashville soon after and then gigs everysingle day for a week i think. god damn. every since i got back its been hectic. i want to chilllllllll.
so im not a gonna have a free day to get my license in a little bit. darnit. i need it now. i needed it 6 months agao. seriously. why cant my family ever do anything on time????

taco321 @ 2007-06-20T12:42:00

2007-06-20T16:43:36Z

happy 5 months me and justin
happy 5 months to me andjustin
happy 5 months to me and jussstin
happy 5 months me and justin

and many morrrreeeee

ten ise!

2007-06-17T17:19:12Z

yesteryear justin and i played tenis. hootttt soo hot outside. anyhow i sweated like crazy but won the first match and he won the second. im a ll sore. but its AG

so far ive spent fathers day making pancakes, eating pancakes, cleaning the kitchen and cleaning the kitchen floor. so pretty outside. i wanna play tennis again. too bad i kinda suck lol.

keiko justin neil and i are going to hello dolly on thursdayyy. or so i think
:]

Grizzzzly Bearrrr

2007-06-15T04:05:55Z

Justin and I drove out to greensborro today.
wanna know why?
GRIZZLY BEAR.
nicest coolest amazing guys.
they are so amazing live.
we got to talk to all of them cept one. we drove out there to hear them open and then leave when fiest went on. we listened to a song and a half of hers. shes really good, it was a little boring tho so we went and talked to grizzly bear.

aaaaamazing.
das riiight.

taco321 @ 2007-06-12T00:11:00

2007-06-12T04:12:35Z

im starting to doubt we'll make it to 6 months.

ooh velll.

oh shiiiit.
nebraskas comin up.

ATHF ajj.
thats all i have to say.

Hows everyones summer????

i wanna swim away but dont know how

2007-06-02T03:59:20Z

thats how i feel about almost everything in my life right now

hmm.

taco321 @ 2007-05-27T23:38:00

2007-05-28T03:46:29Z

i talked to my dad last week.
thats a first. ok well maybe not a first but i havent seen him in 3 years?

im getting really sick of haveing so many gigs.
every single day last week and this week.

our refridgerator is broken. like everything else. ive been eating dry cereal and taco bell all day today.

and im getting sick of his temper.
chilllllllll.
ive never been so upset with someone over something as stupid as a game of crocket. (sp?)

life's AG

someone go to 6 flags in GA this week or weekend and see me. Ive got a billion free tickets.
tell me if you want any :]

well

2007-05-20T13:33:34Z

last night was really fun really
ahh i loved it

i wish justin and bill wouldve been more social tho.
i think aj and bill wouldve reallly gotten along. like amazing together
oh velll
and to be honest aj its not all bad that i have to take kimo back. i was crying about it when i left your house, and youre free to see him whevever you want. i think he should still be your son
i think were gonna try to neuter him really soon and if that doesnt work try to find another home or obedience classes or something
hmm

ohh when i said the borders thing was thursday... i definetly ment saterday! but its not a sealed deal that were doing it, but i really want to

okk so im gonna go eat now

taco321 @ 2007-05-13T21:44:00

2007-05-14T01:54:13Z

so i just got back home ...from the beach....again...
weird over and around this trip so many sad things have happened to animals around me.
right befor we left to go to the beach, a cardinal flew into our door. she just sat there in shock shaing with one or her legs sticking out like it was broken for like 20 minutes, i wiped some blood from her beak and she shook a little, i went back inside and she was gone. so i guess thats good that shes alright, just needed to wake up.
then at the hotel theres this little pond thing and there was a black swan in it. love those things...anyway its leg was sticking straight out to the side, once again like it was broken. and it wasnt just stretching cus it was like that for a realll long time, but then ron said he later retracted it ....so thats good too.
today....
on our way back the car in front of us hit a kitten.
it was spazzing out trying to get up, but couldnt becuase it was too hurt. if there hadnt been soo many cars in back of us we could have stopped but we couldnt stop so suddenly, we passed over it i jump around and see the cars tire in back of us run right over it.

also something really sad and we happened in this tiny little town when i was driving back. but it would take far too much time to type so i might do it later.

justins bringing bill back from FL tomarrow.
seriously. funniest guy ive EVER everrrrr met.

did i mention evan and ashley are in hawaii now? yeah their mom just kinda took them a million miles further from us. and theyre like "its a good thing! now you can come see us in hawaii all the time!!"
and we're like "its a horrible thing! in 8 years we havent had the money to go to hawaii, how are we ever gonna visit you!"
their mom cant do that when another parent is involved with visitation. they hadnt even told us till they had been there a week!
gahhhh

ive typed too much.
goodbye

taco321 @ 2007-05-07T10:52:00

2007-05-07T15:00:37Z

well theres no nail on my big toe
i hurt it at the beach and i havent seen any sort of nail like life form trying to grow in its place

charles and justin and i all hung out yesterday all day
then i went over to charles houselast night to see both of them at 4 or something
fun

were downsizing everything major time..... furniture, clothes, books everything. its good.
were moving in little less than 1 year
im not sure how i feel about it, not that my feelings ever impact their decision
it would be to the coast probably sc or ga which would be really cool but there are a few people here who mean a lot to me. and everytime we move far away, i get used to it, but theres so many what ifs either way and it takes so long to stop hurting about it
i love moving but i also love people

taco321 @ 2007-04-30T13:58:00

2007-04-30T17:57:17Z

got back from the beach last night

it was really fun

after seeing justin all day everyday for 4 days, im pretty bored right now...

i had forgotten how cute kimo is