I Hear Your Silence Loud and CLear

happpyy!

ahh!
feels like we just started dating all over again.
soo many butterflies...

love this/him.

ive been eating like crazzzzy too which is good. except i now look pregnant all the time.

I FOUND SOY WHIP CREAM THAT COMES IN A SPRAY CAN AND IS AMAZING.
im gonna have fun with this.
lol

ahahahahaha
yayayayayayayay
im in a good mood. 
:D
2 minutes at taco bell make a big difference.

we're not wayyy back up there again, but i feel it coming :]]]]

haha justin shaved his head and i dyed my hair black.
coooooool.

i wish he still loved me.

things havent been horrible
since i got my license ive eaten at qdoba everyday.
my car batterie died today at school. i had to wait 1 1/2 hours alone in the sun for AAA to come. justin was 10 minutes away but was with his friends so couldnt possibly come wait with me.

thursdays supposed to be me and justin's 8 monther. but that might be it. i dont think he cares about me anymore.

school's easy as shit. 


as shit.

volleyball is um. interesting.




im not happy anymore.

we were apart for a week when i went to nebraska.

i shoulda been raised there.

on monday i think...or is it sunday.... im going to cpcc to register, thenn im registering to take english 3 with justin. and then spanish.
w00t.

so just for the sake of auditioning...... ok maybe because i reallllly wanna get in.... im auditioning for NCSA for my senior year.


hmm so on monday justins leaveing me for a week. thats gonna be the longest weve gone without seeing eachother. itll be weird. i see that kid every day. i need to actually stay in touch with friends and make new ones. seriously.  this week should be good for me really.

argh hargh.

so i guess im gonna try to get my license again.
heh

oh yeah so projekt revolution was amazing. really it was. 

OH! and guess who got to see the wailers in ashville?!?!

its been a while
 Nebraska was awesome
winthrop was awesome
brice's was aweseom
warped tour is gonna be awesome.
so yesterday was  6months.
and today is his bday
yay.
turns out tuesday im going to WV for a couple days and then ashville soon after and then gigs everysingle day for a week i think. god damn. every since i got back its been hectic. i want to chilllllllll. 
so im not a gonna have a free day to get my license in a little bit. darnit. i need it now. i needed it 6 months agao. seriously. why cant my family ever do anything on time????

yesteryear justin and i played tenis. hootttt soo hot outside. anyhow i sweated like crazy but won the first match and he won the second. im a ll sore. but its AG

so far ive spent fathers day making pancakes, eating pancakes, cleaning the kitchen and cleaning the kitchen floor. so pretty outside. i wanna play tennis again. too bad i kinda suck lol.


keiko justin neil and i are going to hello dolly on thursdayyy. or so i think
:]

Justin and I drove out to greensborro today.
wanna know why?
GRIZZLY BEAR.
nicest coolest amazing guys.
they are so amazing live. 
we got to talk to all of them cept one. we drove out there to hear them open and then leave when fiest went on. we listened to a song and a half of hers. shes really good, it was a little boring tho so we went and talked to grizzly bear. 


aaaaamazing.
das riiight.

thats how i feel about almost everything in my life right now

hmm.